I don't consider myself brain damaged! I have owned several of my own businesses. Yes I am one of these people! But I'm still alive. Who the hell do some of you "anonymous" heartless jerks think you are? You can't even have the balls to post your names! My name is John Downey aka Jamie Bishop. Truly amazing! That said, yes some of them had sorted pasts. by AnonymousĬomicnerd, don't sweat these small brained, egotistical, idiots! I watched this video and was very touched that someone would take the time and effort to put together such a long and beautiful memorial for these men. But for those who do and to those that have gone before us. I know this really long winded and not eve 2%of the people that come this page will read it. We talk respect and acceptence but we give none in return.
May you even you find a friend or shoulder when your time comes, and may that shoulder be softer and kinder than your. I'm pretty sure everyone one of you that left a hateful led and hurt full comment water porn. Oh isn't that just a hoot!!! We are a community? Of what mean spirted hateful hartless bitches who don't build eachother up and support our brothers a d sisters. I can't say "know" them but I certainly know of them and I thank them for thier work and contributions our community. And being a porn performer can't be that shamefully of a act since WE'RE ALL here. Take a moment,if thier were no gay porn stars or any porn stars for that matter, thier would be no porn. To all you heartless batards laughing and mocking these people with your holier than thou or I'm not like them. You know these were HUMAN beings you don't have to like thier life choices but neither you are I are them or had to walk in thier shoes. And I never forget that they're still people, first and foremost, with real names and family histories outside their 'nom de porn' lives. I don't have the qualifications to appear in porn, but I'm grateful for the people who have. Um, I wouldn't perform a surgical procedure, or represent myself in court, since I'm not qualified to do those things. I read some feminist advice columnist regarding porn: "If you wouldn't do it yourself, then why would you be willing to pay to watch someone else do it?", like she had shut down the conversation. I didn't stop caring about my friend, but had to maintain a certain distance once that started.
One of my friends from years ago fell in love with a hustler, and ended up becoming a hustler himself, sharing their addictions and specializing in 'the threesome experience'. I've never met a porn performer in real life, and have only met a few 'erotic dancers' and escorts (really, hustlers) over the years, and the people I met were already damaged in some way, and brought out a protective side of me but I also knew, for my own safety, to maintain some distance. We're still talking about human beings, some mother's child. But it's not like I've ever known any of these people in person. No one questioned all the grief over MTM's death, and she certainly was a more important figure in my life.
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I've watched a lot of porn over the years, so some of those performers (I was mocked on a different thread for even using the word 'performer') occupy a space in my consciousness as much as any TV or movie performer. On the other hand, I deleted everything I had saved featuring Sebastian Young after learning he had been arrested to raping his own young daughter (and giving her an STD). So I can still get off watching his scenes. I had already watched lots of Jon King videos and gotten off on them before learning he died of ARC. For those who've questioned whether or not a person can still 'get off' watching their scenes, it's complicated. I'm already aware that many of those men have already passed. It was her advocacy and blackballing people in the industry over barebacking that allowed everyone to take their eyes of the ball as the business slid into the back-biting bitchy dying industry that it is (not that it's undeserved, but still.). I'd say that ChiChi was the single person most responsible for the decline of gay porn because she was obsessed with condoms to the exclusion of everything else, be it rampant drug abuse to piracy. ChiChi is a scourge upon gay porn that is indelible. Regarding Joey Stefano, it wasn't finding out that he was HIV+ that killed him it was ChiChi LaRue dealing his drugs and pimping him out that killed him. However, there's treatment that cures Hep-C completely, although it is prohibitively expensive, even with good health insurance. In fact, there are more Hep-C+ than HIV+ people in the world. The liver issues cited are likely due to Hep C, which you can have for literally decades with no outward manifestations.